Every day, I wake up and reach for my phone, scrolling through messages and short videos. I feel bored but also dare not stop. It seems like I've seen everything, know everything, but I haven't remembered anything or grasped anything. The excitement belongs to others, emotions are fleeting, happiness is fragmented, and when I quiet down, only emptiness remains. Even though people come and go around me, I often feel lonely inside, not knowing who to seriously talk to, or what I am really waiting for. Days repeat themselves day after day, as if a loop button has been pressed. It looks fulfilling, but in reality, it's empty.