It's been exactly one year since I entered the crypto world, and I dare not calculate how much I've lost. I really want to break even here, but I realize I truly don't have that ability. Over this year, I've been staying up early and late watching the markets, living a life that’s hardly human, almost ghostly. I don't want to live like this anymore; if I lose, I accept it. This morning, I openly shared my experience of this year with my family, and I thank my parents for their understanding!